Okay, so now I"M the one thats confused. My W had her 1st therapy sessions on Monday, later that night she asks me if I want to meet them at the mall on Tues to take have my lilttle girls take pics with the E.Bunny. I of course said yes. So we meet there, and everything is going well, then we come home and feed my youngest daughter (8mos) and then we gather everyone up and we all go out to eat as a family, it was great, W and I got along great. So we come home, get everyone bathed and all, we get into bed, (of course my 4 year old is still between us) we are sleeping and my W doesn't move fifty feet away when I touch her in my sleep now, i.e. when my feet touch hers, etc..., so this morning she asks me to get something out of her purse and I see some papers with my pension info in it, that she needs for her ATTY in order to file. I was crushed, I was hoping that maybe she is seeing that I can change and I do love her and that maybe D wasn't the answer. Now, I do not know if she has filed yet or not, but why would she have those papers in her purse?

"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)