To summarize, see my signature. Also, I am inpatient. Trying to reconcile with a WW who has been resistant to NC stips, has issues a stay order for the divorce (3 months, plus another 3 months of cool-down time in the D). I hold resentment/hurt in my heart for the PA and EA. Still clean! 90+ days. Changed the way I see the Marriage. Now hoping wife will want to work on relationship. Currently, is just trying to not hate me. Withdrawls from EA. Living together. Mostly calm, SSRI helps. Changing jobs - more stress, but promotion (blessing) in the middle of the storm. Seeing that I need to find my happy. Balance in life, more exercise.
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M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
