AnnaB. You said You just have to hang in there and wait. You will get your chance to try to repair your M.

I'm afraid I won't get that chance. I wonder if I have the stamina to be patient. Even though I want to be in this for the long haul. 15+ years of commitment has crumbled into this horrible end result. I see no end.

I keep replaying the obscure "You're the Buddha" by the fantastic Howard Jones

Buttercup

Me 50 H 51
M 17 T 20
D16
H EA Feb 2014
BD Sept 2015
H moved out Nov 2015
W Filed D papers Mar 2016