Crap! Well, she's already seen them. I left them out on the nightstand after I went to bed last night and she was still out. What do I do now? She asked me about them this morning and I told her that I'll do anything to save this marriage. She did agree to read Divorce Remedy ( well, she said she'd look it over) and I thought that was a good thing, now I'm not so sure. On a side note, I talked to a friend today that had talked to her ysterday and I asked him if he sensed any hope, and he said yes, it is slim however, and I said that slim is better than none.

She told me again that she doesn't know who I am now, I didn't respond, but I for the first time in my life believe that the real me is coming forward, and the real me is a nice person with a lot of love to give, I just hope she's one day willing to be the recipient.

"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)