Sci, dude, bro, chill. I get it. I'm going to reiterate what I said. Your feelings are natural. Your desires for action are natural. Your doubts, questions, fears, etc. are natural. And they are counterproductive.
Your W is going through a very difficult time. She's trying to come down from crack and get through the withdrawal symptoms.
You have four jobs right now: 1. Being the most awesome dad in the world to your sons. 2. A supportive husband that creates an environment for your wife to face her own demons (i.e. the Valentine's Day event, listening and validating, no mindreading, no snooping...., and giving her space). 3. A strong and wise man who realizes that those are your wife's demons to face (not pushing, no expectations, and no timeframe). 4. The self-actualized guy who continues to do 180s/GALs regardless of the current situation or potential outcomes.
Take a step back, detach, and get back to DBing. DBing doesn't stop. It never will.
M: 8.5 T:10 Me:37 W:34 S:6
Retrouvaille and W moves back- 7/31/15 Piecing - 7/4/15 to present
