Squiggy- Yeah, that makes 100% sense to me about that quote. It really is pretty true. Well I know he loves me in mommy mode..but I need his engine to rev, that is what we don't have anymore. I got the whole I love you as the mother of the kids and always will, just not in love.

He just called to ask me permission to go to his friends house for a few hours before coming back to the house. That confuses me. I don't know why he asks me.

I just said of course, have fun. I wasn't sure what to say. I know his friend, he is a great guy. Youth pastor-officer. I like him.

He stopped by the house 5 mins after the call for 2-3 mins to drop of d3 a gingerale for his belly and when I bent over to pick his toy off the floor WAH smacked my behind real hard and was out the door laughing before I could even react.

I'm confused. I actually have no idea if I should tell him not to do that but I would have to call or text..or wait a few hours to. Do I let it go?
The man has me confused now.


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19