Thanks holdinon. I am working on myself via anger management therapy, this site, Michele's books, my Mens accountibility/support group, and a host of other resources. What I meant by that statement, was due to my inability to control my anger, and my issues with trust and trying to control my W, I basically drove her to this point.
I was just having a down moment yesterday and lost my PMA for a little while.

Dustin

"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)