I know T2, I know. I just feel like bawling my eyes out right now. HOW COULD I LET IT COME TO THIS! I feel so stupid. I guess it is normal to have these ups and downs, at least thats what everyone tells me. I do think that she sounded a little calmer after we talked, but I hope it just isn't my imagination taking over.

"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)