Thanks MB. I guess it was a huge 180. And I guess now is the "let's through all of Rains triggers at her" time. Another trigger was him visiting a neighboring city that he has always hated. However when he was cheating suddenly he loved it. The long drive didn't bother him or the high prices.
Guess where he said he might "have to" go this weekend? Yep. To the city he hates, right on the heels of his "boys night". Ugh. Why! I do not want to be tested. This crap is hard. I wish I could have a trigger break. Last night was hard enough. I had to drug myself to fall asleep just not to obsess and I haven't done that in a while.
