As I am writing this I find myself in tears because I realize I don't really have anyone to share my day with anymore. Not like I used to be able to with W. It's not the same with friends or family as it was sharing with spouse.
Tyler, I hate that you're having such a hard day. I have those a lot still. My H was the only person that I really talked to unless I was at work or talking to my kids (teenagers). I miss him every single time something happens. I want to pick up the phone and tell him. But, then I remember that he doesn't care about me any more. I used to always call him on my way to and from work. Now, when I get off work I just walk to my car in silence without him and drive home wishing I could tell him about what happened at work. Then, I get home and he's not here. I hate it! And, I still can't understand how he just doesn't want to be in my life any more.
I guess I just wanted to tell you that you're not alone. I know how it feels to not having anyone to share your day with. You're right, it is NOT the same to talk to family or friends. Hopefully this will get better for all of us soon. Hang in there.
M:45 H:48 M:11 No kids BD:Sept'15 EA:Confirmed 1wk later PA: Oct'15 12 '15 2 wk R Just kidding, H wants NC 12 '15 H back w/OW 4 '15 R &still working on it
