Hope is not a Strategy- It looks done

[rich4j]

And I think I went way backwards today with some more texts from her

How hard it was for her too with all of this. And I said too much via text without just being like "OK...that is great"....just validating things

I feel like I set myself back into where we were a few months ago with me being desperate and begging. So frustrating.....I got sucker punched

I have not thought about an EA but those who know of my situation keep saying she would never be this way without something else going on . Part of me says who cares....if that is the path she has chosen...let it be.

The other says do what I can to find out the truth if she won't be honest.

this [censored]...