Julie, I am constantly amazed at how much I can relate to certain people, you being one of them. I want you to know that you really are not alone in this struggle. I don't always post because sometimes I feel like all I am saying is "me too." But Julie, me too!
I am feeling strong today. You can borrow some of my strength right now while I have it. Find some peace tonight Julie, you deserve it. And you too Mutatio!