2016 a New Year - getting out of my own fog

[Irish M]

Even after all the awful stuff, I knew my mom loved me. The best she knew how. I always reminded myself she was sick.

Hi Ginger, thank you so much for your message and encouragement. I am so so sorry for your mom.

There is something about that phrase you wrote that you had to keep reminding yourself that she was not well. I read it while making supper. When those words entered my thoughts I thought of what D15 always does.. she reminds herself of the exact same thing . Even writing this now to you my eyes fill with water.

She even reminds me of this. I tend to forget and accept W and that is who she is now. Your words sent a chill down my spine and i cried.

I pray my D's get their mother back and they can have a healthy relationship. I know its all up to W.

now to go hug my D's

x
Irish