Well, wife didn't drop dogs off last night, but dropped the dogs off this morning at 5am on her way to work. She was in a hurry to leave but came over to me and gave me a long deep squeeze hug. I've felt coldness / indifference from her the last two weeks, so wasn't expecting that. I will say that 2 weeks ago I would have been given a ton of false hope from that hug, but have seen too many swings in her heart to think anything of it. I did hug back and she was squeezing hard. Weird. We've just been hi / bye the last couple weeks, so not sure if she was a little foggy from just waking up. Still was nice to hug my wife Counselor is really helping me face reality and move towards acceptance, but says it will take a LOT of time. Been doing a ton of research, seems that I'll need a ton of patience and perseverance, and have to truly get through the grieving. If there were a chance for R after that, not sure if I would want it after my heart has been somewhat mended.
M 43 W 45 M 10.5 T 15 S 26 D 17 (previous relationships) ILYB 12/25/15 + asks for D Confirm affair 1/10/16 W has D ready to sign, but agrees to wait for refinancing to go through (I get a house!)
Counselor is really helping me face reality and move towards acceptance, but says it will take a LOT of time. Been doing a ton of research, seems that I'll need a ton of patience and perseverance, and have to truly get through the grieving. If there were a chance for R after that, not sure if I would want it after my heart has been somewhat mended.