Keefa, Going through this is a feeling like no other. I completely feel your pain. The anxiety of the moment is overwhelming, I know. Stop and breath for a minute. Focus on you and your boys only. They need you, the real you, now more than ever. The saying "This too shall pass" is so true. Easier said than done, I know. It helped me to read some older threads on here to see similar situations and what the outcomes were. There are many to read that are inspiring and pulled me through days like you are experiencing today. If you have not already read it, search "Crimson" and read from the beginning. Be well.
Me-40's W- 40's Married 22, Together 29 BD#1- 6/15 W needs space BD#2- OM confirmed PA 1/8/16 Still both home, but not for long
