During the two months when W was deciding between ow and me, all i did was lay on the pressure. She'd call and say "I can't break up with you; it doesn't feel right." And I'd launch into the million and one reasons why we should be together. it happened over and over and over. And every time, she'd back away again after I did that.
NYGal I think we have all done that. It's our natural survival instinct kicking in. She clearly loves you. And you are inspiring me to get back to and do more to better myself during this "gift" of time we have. Since it doesn't feel like a gift at all most days.
You sound kind of down. I hope you feel better soon NYG.
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15
