Job- the other day he asked what I was doing in the bathroom.. I said getting dressed. HE UNLOCKED the bathroom just to see if I was getting undressed. He goes into the bathroom for 15-20 minutes at a time and I have never busted in on him. I think he is getting a little weird about me being in the bathroom. I do have to occasional use the bathroom LOL. He only is here sometimes during the week and there is nothing interesting in there. I clean it top to bottom all the time.
Thank you for telling me I don't have to be happy 100% of the time. I felt bad for not being all HAPPY HAPPY today. He doesn't know his parents told me he told them he is getting a divorce. I don't plan on telling him. I think I may be over reacting a little but It hurt to know he is telling them we ARE getting divorced while he tells me HE THINKS or WANTS one but willing to wait to see if his mind changes. I feel like it's 2 faced but i'm letting it go. (Breathe)
Yes today I am making a list of lawyers around me that offer free consultations to get information.
Yes DB is for me to keep my sanity. I really do miss hugging and snuggling and kissing him so bad but in reality all it did was hurt me. I can't give him all my love (that he wants) when he want's out the door. I think it's too much getting your cake and eating it for him.
