Thank you, I will just stick with that. I'm really trying to focus on myself. I feel as SOON as he knows I'm starting to move on he does something to either A- make me feel loved and start having false extra hope or B- reminds me he doesnt love me and still leaving which makes me break down. Either way I feel like I backtrack.

Goal for today while he is here visiting my sick daughter. Boundaries and 180. No entering my bubble of 2 get personal space just like when you first meet someone.


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19