Thank you roar! You stay positive as well! I feel like my board is my online journal now lol. 180 and GAL is sooo hard! I'm 100% HAPPY spending my days at home with my kids in pajamas just hanging out..so it's hard to be like YEAH! Let me go out tonigbt! Me support right now is just my 1-2 friends and his mom. My family and 90% of my friends all are telling me to file myself and move on..get it over with. Its why I came here..I felt like everyone was pushing me to run away and leave. I wish you the best ❤❤❤ we can do it. Be stronger for our children