My H isn't home yet but I'm with you. I feel the same pain. It's devastating, truly. He's said the same to me as well, and I stay home with the kids too. I have to remind myself every day to just take the time I have to get to where I need to be. Working on 180 and GAL for myself is hard too...and some days I believe he may want to work, as soon as I do he says something that says otherwise. Now I get it. We just keep going! I have to move cross country with mine in a few days...to a place with no supoort for me and the kiddo should we D. Use your supports! Stay positive! Right now, I'm taking the time to really consider how much is just too much. I guess time will tell! Hang in there, you can do this!
