Try to find all the pride you have and keep a very good lid on it. My pride killed me the first 2 months.
How did it kill you? Said things you should not have or didn't say things you wanted to?
There are so many things i want to say right now to her as the anger and pride I have are all bottled up but timing is everything and now is not the time. We continue to get into a few twists here and there and I won't take the bait.
I am traveling all this week which is again unusual as I have a few times in the past 2 months which is OK as I am not there but miss my little angel daughter. It is weird as I used to always text my W when i landed when flying and then every night to see how her day was etc.....just different now and bit empty. At least I have my daughter to say hi to at night ...
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....