good thoughts. Keep posting. You're growing. I can see it in the last few posts. Second-guessing means you need external validation for yourself. You don't - make the decision, and enjoy making it! It takes time. Keep putting the effort in.
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)