MB, don't tell anyone, but I may have found an address for ow. I did a couple of drive bys, but haven't seen her car there, so I'm not sure it's her. I'm not going to check up on her; I just want to know what part of town she's in. Why? I don't know. I guess so I'm better prepared when I'm in that part of town (where my IC and my hair stylist both are, dang it.) I still can't even stand the thought of driving by my old house. I don't want confirmation that they're still together, but I suppose I'll get that one day. I'm dreading that. But maybe they're not, since W said a week ago she "needs more time alone," and that she misses me and regrets what she's done. That conversation (and I never did list all the details) did give me hope. It sounded like reconciliation is possible in the future. I don't know how to handle that, if it happens. But that's why I got a bit upset at what I perceived as criticism. Not from you or Rain or Anna, but others. When the WASs reach out, I don't know at what point we stop NC and show them the path home? I'm not anywhere near there at this point. Just still hoping. Perhaps I'm being delusional, but it keeps me a bit happier.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
