New night(s)

[kyrie]

Reading for fun was a nice relief for me too. I hope the interviews go well! Does he know you're doing that?

For him, maybe they are kinda friendly. My coach suggested looking at those types of things as opportunities (to affirm his effort). It's not much, but it's there and it's not spew/hostile. It's not going to feel good soon, even though it seems endless. Baby steps are what you should recognize, even with yourself, and yeah, no expectations. At least, that was my 'take-away'. I think recognizing those when there truly *are* no expectations helps you appreciate things better, which is just plain good for you.
Please, "hijack" away - I feel like we're muddling through parallel tracks anyway. And it's good to hear how you are and what's happening. Perspective I guess! I hope I can encourage you a little.
Emotional fear is something that's held me back on a lot. I think part of the point of GAL is to take control of that, choose to do stuff you *want* to do regardless of second-guessing all the consequences and accepting your own responsibility whether the outcome is good or bad. That's my 2 cents worth anyway.