My journaling is sometimes the highlight of my day. It's a bit of blabbing, but of all the advice I hear, I do keep a lot of what I've received on this board in high regard - Sandi Georgia Bulldog have been rockstars for me.
We are all capable of very bad things, as well as wonderful, beautiful things. Forgiveness lets you drop the bags you carry around for someone else, and to put your energy into the wonderful that is capable. How to find your 'wonderful'? It comes from within. It comes from having a steadfast belief structure. If my current W has decided someone else will make her happy, I need the courage to let her go. Love is letting go, not hanging on.
That is my struggle. Every day.
Remember, if you're struggling, it's a great thing - it means you're fighting against gravity. If I give in, I would conform to whatever and whoever I'm around.
Who do I WANT to be? Where do I WANT to go? The whisper that was within me now is a talking voice. Maybe someday it will roar at me. That would be nice.
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
