The Start of my Happiness 2

[Tyler12]

I understand what your saying Zeus. I'm working on not being effected by her.
It's hard not to tho. I don't want her mad at me, it's tough to take what I know, that she has her feelings about me whatever they may be and her actions toward me and I know that they are not what I would like them to be. I get she has them and I'm still struggling with letting her have her feelings and not be effected by them and doing what i can to change those into positive ones toward me.

I guess what I'm saying is I want to detach and not let her effect me. I feel like I'm not doing a good job at it and want to fix things. I don't know if it's a time thing or if I'm approaching it wrong.