Thank you lovely Fo, we will make it, emotionally bruised but intact.
roiste, I am in good spirits today, there seems to be a high and low emotional tide. The low's don't last as long and are not as deep as they were. You seem to be struggling now dear friend, be well and know you are loved, keep posting brother.
My sweet Jelly, I am so glad you are in my life. I would love a hug from you, my soul is yearning for intimacy. I got my haircut the other day and I loved her touching me. It felt so good to be touched. I have the dentist in 2 weeks, I can't wait!
PP, thank you for stopping by, I have missed you. Accepting reality makes it easier. I am done deluding myself with my wife changing her mind about me. I accept the path I am on and the destination I am headed towards. PP, I am at peace with it.
I am moving forward with the expectation that I am moving in two years. I will finish work around the house. Sell my hobby cars and prepare for a split. I want to stay together but she is so distant I don't see how she could ever change her mind. She's done, well I'll show her what done looks like. I will disappear
