Divorce Papers

[TimR]

After a good weekend, I am start with a bad Monday. Emotions ebb and flow of course. After the tournament on the weekend, I ran into her at the house while son and I were picking up things for the night. It went well again and I am seeing glimmers of hope. Then on Sunday night she text me about where to pick up or drop off son. We met at the gym and she was not mean but was a bit distant. It was hard leaving him and I went to our house to do my laundry and hand write my letter. When I got there I saw boxes packed and pictures taken down. I knew to expect it but it still crushed me!

So I left the reconciliation letter per the telephone coach and did not yet receive a reply, which I did not expect. The letter was empathizing with feelings of past wrongs and a mission statement. But even though I did not expect a response, I am still left with feelings... did she read it? if so, what was her reaction? Where am I with all this? And where is she? I know it is a marathon and not a sprint but I feel like I am running it with a broken leg...