I'm feeling quite down today as he has the children do I feel a bit lost! I'm going to try to keep myself busy, but it's really hard here as I don't really know anybody, I can't wait to move back to where I'm from, lots of support and friends all around me!
I can't bare it when he picks up he kids. I know we have to be civil for the children but he just acts like the old him, all friendly like I'm his mate or something- not like he has tested me like utter [censored] and hasn't even apologised!!! Gggrrrr... It makes me so Angry


Me 35 H 38
Married 4 years together 13 years
Affair started sept 2015
BD 15th Nov 2015- husband left that night
son age 3 daughter age 1