It's all blowing up

[rich4j]

[quote=G8r]. I've had to leave the room a few times when my D3 says or does something screaming happy family and the only reason I don't see the same is because WW wants a D rather than working to repair M.

G- it's so hard. She (WAW) is causing so much pain and I can see my daughter starting to question everything. I am traveling all next week which is very unusual and she asked if I could stay and not go...started crying. Its ripping my heart out & building such a big storm of resentment with my STBX.

While I pine for a potential R with WAW, if I am being honest with myself it would be so hard to accept that path w/out such hesitation. One of the closies who knows my sitch asked me "what if she said, I am messed up and miss you and want to try to make this work"...could I? I hesitated. Thought about it.....and yes...I would want to try and invest whatever I needed to reconnect but never had hesitatation before....