Thanks guys. I'm working on my gal. Think I need to slow it down a little tho. I feel run down and been ill more In the last 2 weeks than in years. Today was a role reversal. I feel like crap today instead of her. Or she may I dunno. I know I looked better anyway. Not that she looked bad, she looked tired tho.

I smiled through the whole exchange and must have done a good job faking feeling great cause she said she hopes I don't catch what they had.

As for the reversal on WaS. I can see that at times too. I ask myself why I want to work on this. Why put myself In a position for this to happen again. The one unchanging factor is the kids. I want to try for the kids. Some days I love et some days I don't.

I dont know why I never thought of this before. Why don't I act around W like I do around XW? I am civil and polite with her. and unaffected by her bs. No reason W should be any different at this point.


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.