Well she spoke to me tonight about how she feels this cloud over her and that we are both in limbo whilst I am living in the house. She wants me to leave asap so she can deal with her feelings but says that although she appreciates me working on my issues, she say that we are on different pages and that we should be ok with each other for the kids sake but she doesn't want to be with me as it didn't work out. She says that by staying I am delaying the inevitable and will only make her ask the lawyer to get involved with a financial settlement.
I feel completely hopeless. She makes it all so final. I don't want to leave but she says I need to put her and how she feels first. She knows that I love her and am living in hope for the future but she isn't interested and wants to be happy as a single mom with no more tension or bad feeling in the house.
Should I go or hold it out? She can't make me leave as we both own the property but although I feel for her, I'm not sure what to do.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
