I'm thinking about you and hope you've bounced back a little
I haven't seen my wife for a month now, and I miss her and sometimes tempted to call or drop in to her new place. The only thing holding me back is that I don't want to pursue or appear needy. The only advise I can offer that helps would be to stop driving past his house as it will only upset you and make you overanalyse or over think things keep working on yourself and learning what you can about improving you.
I'm sure you are a smart, funny, caring & attractive girl. Maybe a little of that got lost along the way. My motto now has been it's my time to shine. I know I got bogged down in the "all your fault" and rewriting of history that it affected my attitude toward life & others. I also know I'm a kind genorous funny man it got lost with living together renovations debt arguing and my own failure to communicate and set appropriate boundaries and following thru.my counsellor has told me I'm to forgiving and too nice or caring for my own good.i can see that detaching has helped me see my own imperfections and see that if we did reconcile there would need to be a mutual respect of each other's needs.
