asambandha

[roist]

I have read that too about being positive you need to stay in the present. I personally am not brought down by the future or the past. I have a problem with the present.

Regardless I have done a lot of research into pm a and am trying stuff.

Yes there will always be a future to come. But a happy future is on the way and it will determine your future futures! What you do now will influence you future. That is where we need to concentrate.

Don't worry about your w's latest antic. It really smells of provocation to me. It is not important IMO.

The important part of what you wrote is your awareness of how you are. Work on that. Being quiet, sullen and down is not attractive.Achieve happiness and a real pma despite your situation is a true challenge but it can be done and needs to be done. First it will be better for you plus the happier you are the better your chances with W