Thanks I needed to here that! I'm not going to do anything stupid! No more sabatoging! Sometimes I just get such a desperate feeling inside that he's gone forever and it scares the heck out of me besides making me sad etc.
T-20 yrs M- 7yrs Me-46 XH- 44 S15, S21 1yr separation and divorce, my decision-07 1yr separation, my decision-2012 His PA started Aug 2016 I moved out Sept/16 He's been with OW ever since
