I too wonder what the point of DB is sometimes. I think maybe it won't hurt as much to talk to S and tell her everything I want to say. Then I remember the last time I did and how that went and felt. It wasn't good.

I hope you keep coming here and keep us updated on you. How your doing because we do care, for you and your well being. Each day is a new day, some suck, some are great. We just can't dwell on the crappy days.
Be good to yourself Nygal. Take care


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.