I am well. I am enjoying my children, my pets and on most days my job. My marriage is struggling and I except that. The marriage cannot improve unless my wife wants to work on it with me. Until that time I will do everything in my power to have a positive impact on all the lives I touch. That's all I can do so that's what I will do.
I look forward to working on my grow shelf this weekend. All the pieces are cut for the hinges. I will assemble them this weekend. I am pleased with the design. Not the most elegant solution but solid engineering.
Time to cook dinner, my daughter is going to hang out and bake brownies while I prepare dinner. I'm with my daughter and I get desert. Life is good! I'll come by later and say hello to all my dear friends if I get tired of eating warm homemade brownies. Today, it does not $uck to be me
Good mu. Find the beauty that is there. It can always be found, if you really look. Try and enjoy it, and put the other out of your mind whenever you can.
Have you checked out the DB Facebook page? It has some good messages. There are a lot of good people there too.
Be well mu!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
I found the page. I do not have a facebook page anymore, I deleted everything and closed my page about 5 years ago.
I love mornings, it's quiet, your family is there without any of the ensuing drama, the hope of what the day will bring, the endless possibilities, I love mornings. Peace
Mu, I'm glad you had some enjoyable time. You needed it! And, you deserve it. It's my hope that your good time expands and your "suk" time diminishes. You will be fine, and better than ever, whether your W keeps journeying with you or not.
Be well, you have helped me immensely and I hope I can repay it every now and then. Have a great wekend!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
All is as well as can be expected in my corner of the universe. I don't have anything to say that I haven't said already. I will keep trying although I noticed yesterday I am quiet, sullen, not upbeat, speech is formal and only about household or kid things.
This is what has to be done for my son but I feel like I am doing time. My wife and I are doing the right thing for him but this is not changing anything between us. I kidding myself if I think she is coming back to me. Yesterday in front of me, my wife told my daughter, that she was making my daughter her emergency contact person. I can't believe how far I've fallen. That really hurt and still does.
I will continue to do the right thing. I have my activities, so PMA is my area of focus. I will try to have a PMA.
I must remember to stay in the present moment. This is where my fulfillment lies. I am seeking to be happy in the future and the future never arrives. I keep trying to solve this problem and alone I don't have the power to. I must drop the problem of saving this marriage and enjoy now. I will be attentive to present moment and enjoy now. If I can do this my PMA will follow. Peace
