Had a good weekend so far, GALing. I admit sometimes I'm faking it or feel like I'm a bubble just going through steps of life kind of numb. I have an urge to text my x something sexual, he has desire for me still, I know this and know he would act on it eventually. I miss him. BUT it's a horrible idea right?! Cuz he's happy with OW ( at least that's what him and my kids say). I little part of my says I want to take what I can get. I know this is a BAD move and would probably make things worse right?! Someone pls talk some sense into me! I need to stay strong with NC!
T-20 yrs M- 7yrs Me-46 XH- 44 S15, S21 1yr separation and divorce, my decision-07 1yr separation, my decision-2012 His PA started Aug 2016 I moved out Sept/16 He's been with OW ever since
