No, no...stop torturing yourself with those thoughts!!!! Bad Rain!!
He probably uses them to make balloon animals because he's bored and lonely without you. That's all.
M:45 H:48 M:11 No kids BD:Sept'15 EA:Confirmed 1wk later PA: Oct'15 12 '15 2 wk R Just kidding, H wants NC 12 '15 H back w/OW 4 '15 R &still working on it