Hi exile, welcome to divorcebusting.com! It is a wonderful thing that you have realized that you have an issue to work through and are actively seeking to heal yourself and your marriage. I hope that your wife will be able to soften her heart to see your earnest changes and that a path is made clear for the two of you to rebuild.
Stay the course. This is a great place for support, encouragement, and even to learn tools to strengthen your relationship.
Rebuilding trust takes time, and you understand that. We are with you.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001