Need support navigating the change in my marriage

[G8r]

Had realtor take a look at house to get idea what it's worth to see if WW'Ss proposals hold water. Turns out that the realtor whose flyer I found on our mailbox was very Christian and started talking to my WW about working on marriage and house rather than divorcing. My WW was NOT happy when she left. Besides telling me that she had no idea the realtor was coming (I reminded her last night), she accused me of meeting her at some Christian meet-up, only being in the marriage for her money, that I have never helped with the bills or done anything wrong the house. Another day in paradise. Lol. I keep asking myself why I want to stay and then telling myself that love her. Always have so I need to figure a way to move on