I want my old life back because it was good, great even. W has lost her mind. Thanks Rouky for visiting.

I can't take any more criticism today for glaring at the stupid ow (sow) or for calling her sow. Or for answering a phone call from W. I love her.

What if all this advice is just cr@p? I'm here to save my M, not just to move on and away from it. I'm sure I will be happy one day. Right now I just want the woman I love and miss so much it feels like a knife in my gut. I'd rather be happy with her if there's any chance in hell.

If someone sees this and has actually saved their M, I'd love to hear it. Otherwise are we just sheep in some cult or something? Taking advice from people whose marriages failed? I wish we could all get the spouses we love back. Some of us are still trying.

11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat