So I guess he is on the hunt for a new (or old) girlfriend. He wanted me to know that since "I" decided to end things. He hopes I am happy. He will do what I want and move on. Oh the joys of loving a teenager in a mans body.
And I'm sure he will find one quick. Stupid model looks of his! I want to stop this. Desperately. I don't want him to find someone else and do for her what he didn't do for me. I don't want an accidental pregnancy.
But I will either STFU or wish him well. Either way I will not buckle. Because if I did I would still not have the R I want and deserve. I would always feel insecure and be waiting for the other shoe to drop. So what's the F'ing use.
But how great is it that now I'll have this to think about?!.
