Day by Day..Hour by Hour 3

[Rain75]

You did awesome, Rain! You are quickly becoming a DB master! The really crappy thing about running right over to them, NYGal, is it just reaffirms that you are their monkey on a chain and all they have to do is jerk it and you'll come running. If they wanted to come back/be with us, they would be. They wouldn't have to engage in these petty, pathetic displays for attention. I can't tell you the number of times my H has reached out just asking me to share my heart and tell him exactly how I feel, and then when I do...nothing. They're not ready to do the work to come back...they just want to make sure we're still hanging around waiting for them.

Anna! That's horrible. To ask you to open your heart and share your feelings only to give you nothing back. Grrrr Annas H. Let me know when you want me to make my call and analyze him. LOL

And thanks Anna. But like I said to NYG im not doing well. When we do have an exchange (child, finance or Mom related) they leave a LOT to be desired. I know my anger comes through. And sometimes my sadness. Mainly because he always sneaks in R talk and blame. If it wasn't for my mouth we would be okay is his go-to. A and cam girls are never the problem. Go figure.

I have gotten better at ignoring R and guilt texts. That's pretty much where I am. I want to be where you are. So that the interactions we do have leave him speechless LOL. What is going on? Has she found someone else? Does she not love me anymore? Why is SHE so happy?! Ahhh. A gal can dream.