I had left behind parts of me for the sake of the m, well I thought that was what h wanted.
It's good that your natural levels are returning. Tbh your h is truely gone and hasn't done much work. The only reason your still married by the sounds is because he left the country and is stalling.
If you want to date, if you want to move on and not stand then that's entirely your choice.
And before you ask my L made a promise again and again didn't follow thru
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26