REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!#2

[Rain75]

Don't want to go into too much detail Anna, but it's related to affairs LOL don't worry it's not a hitman business. Writing that earlier started making me think on it and I pulled out some old notebooks where I made notes and jotted down some research.

He would hate it. Because then oh how can we get past it if I am knee deep in it.

But I am considering it. Especially with his misuse and mismanagement of money lately.

Wouldn't it be ironic if I did go through with it and it ended up being a stellar success. If his A that I hated and fought over for so long buys me a house and pays for my children's college?

Poetic justice.

Anyway, just a thought right now. But yes, if I said f%#k it and did something because I wanted to and didn't think about or care about what he would feel, that would probably be it.

Because the other thing would be chopping my hair off. But that's more of a f%#k you and not a f%#k it. He loves my long curly hair. But I do too so no cut.