Totally get that, HMC, as I can't afford one either. But keep reading the forums and the books. People on here will help, and Cristy's advice is spot on. Forgive yourself and move on to the next step.

Have you set some goals yet?

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M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out