The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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Again something weird.
I was going to pick up the kids at STBXW's place when she called me.
She was at this couples' house, a couple that before I used to meet at kids' birthday parties and was very fond of.
Since the separation I stopped having contact with all the parents of my kids' colleagues.
I went there with the intention to bring the kids home.
I put a new overcoat I bought recently as a 180 for my lousy wardrobe (unfortunately in part to impress SBTXW).
I was warmly welcomed by the couple. There was no awkwardness. STBXW was sitting on the sofa. I greeted her with a nod. She stood up and gave me two kisses, one in each cheek, as friends traditionally do.
First time we touch in a very long time.
Then I started making all the arrangements for tomorrow, since this couple's kids have a sleepover at my place. STBXW heard all that I plan to do with my two kids and their two friends.
Then STBXW left. Again, strangely, she kissed me in the cheeks.
I stayed, trying to make my kids leave the Playstation. Time went by and I was still talking to the parents. We talked and talked and talked, mainly about politics and history. They invited me and the kids to stay for dinner. I accepted. The dinner went well, with lots of conversation.
Then we left and came home.
Several things are to be highlighted:
- This pleasant afternoon was completely unexpected;
- I really enjoyed being with other parents, since I mainly contact with colleagues at work;
- I felt a sadness for seeing how well this couple gets along. I miss being a family; I miss giving my kids the gift of a family.

And again, as I mentioned in my previous post, I have to stop STBXW. I do not wish to be touched by her and do not want to receive kisses in the cheeks. That's for friends and acquaintances. I am neither.