Sometimes that introspection is a killer. The doubts, the what ifs, the garbage. Sometimes, there doesn't seem like any clarification.
It DID occur to me yesterday that the ONLY solution to this mess is reconciliation. Otherwise, the phone calls, the visits, the nightmare will continue. And that wasn't too much relief... unfortunately. So, as usual, it is up to ME to pull myself UP. Seems I get heavier and heavier.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
