REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!#2

[Rain75]

Anna, as usual, is right MB. Do we really even like who they are right now? I know I don't. And is what we did/are doing, working? In my case 1000% no!

I'm hurt by his newest rejections so I am not in a mental place to do anything but be hurt and angry right now. I'm sure I am shooting myself in the foot but if I try to bury these feelings I will explode.

And as Anna said, we're so scared of losing them, but honey, they are already gone. And if anything we've done was working they would be home already. We have to (you first what with my anger issues at the moment) do the opposite of what we have done ala MWD and DR. Counter intuitive and all that jazz.

So we should both make a list of what HASN'T worked and another list with what we can counter those things with and then implement and track.